to whom it may concern

I shouldnt be feeling this way but i cant help it. I always dont like it when my friends are out enjoying while i have to stay at home for some reason. Fuck curfew, suck to be me !

For the whole evening till now, my whole soul is with them while my body is sadly at home facing the com. I tried not to think by watching drama, painting my nails, sweeping the floor but its all useless :( that's why, i decided to blog it out so maybe i can feel a little better.

I cant wait for my boy to call too, only then i will be able to sleep well. Also knowing that he's booking out this Thursday do cheer me up alot :)

Dont have to read the paragraph below cus its boring.

Really dont know how did someone manage to make me feel so comfortable being with. You know how comfortable i'm when i'm with him? Its till the extend that i wont even feel a little embarrassment if there is 'bi sai' sticking out of my nose, or me saying the wrong word and more. I'm glad that we have more kiddish and playful moments than serious ones. (when we're tgt) You fart whenever you feel like, i dig my ears/nose whenever it itches, you eat mac like a hungry monster having chili stain all over your mouth, i fool around like a little girl and i love it to bits when you lie on my lap requesting me to help you dig ear :) I'm thankful that you've the habit of solving each and every problems that pop-up immediately even if its happen late at night. And you always tell me that you cant sleep well if im not in a good mood or unhappy with you. I'm grateful that i can just bite your arms as and when i like and you pretend like it doesn't hurt, i can scream over the phone even before you say hello, i can cry like a baby girl to you instead of crying to my pillow and i can mess your hair while others cant(thou there isnt much hair now). I'm so touched whenever you suggest to piggy back me across the puddle of mud or patch of muddy grass, and you allow me to jump on you as and when i like BUT CUS IM TOO HEAVY YOU CANT BALANCE so i never do it again =/ You love to give me random kisses even when we're crossing the road, walking on the street, when i'm eating yes it can be a little annoying la and i alway say 'zuo kai la' but deep inside me i go, :) thanks for the kiss... 

And i super love the way you always catches me when i fall back randomly, then i will continue to lie on your arms while you are shaking alrdy Yes cus im too heavy -.- Of cus the way you pull me back into your arms when i try to run away from you, that feeling is shiockness ! (Y)

i can be extremely ugly and dirty for the day but you still say im the prettiest (be it lying or not) I may not have perfect figure in fact i've huge arms but you're stil willing to go swimming with me. Beside you've so many pretty girls around you but you choose to be with me, how can i not love you more?

Not forgetting, credit to xueqi and dazao for making all this happening to me  :)


i told you its boring right still read.. Yes you must be thinking my life only revolve around my boy but i love it thats why =/